Sound of a bumpy-eyed girl's heart

Dear you who give me some freaking hell daydreams,

Deep down… I wish you were my last and forever…

But God doesn’t allow it…

He knows what would better for me, and what would better for you…

Deep down… I shout your name… I wish you chose me as your last and forever……..

But you didn’t have the same feeling…

You have another one… another one who better than me…

You choose another one… she’s so beautiful, seems like she’s so perfect!

But I’m not……. I’m not the perfect one…..

This illusion kills me slowly…

I was too confident to find the meaning of your eyes…

This illusion fools me…….

This illusion brings me to all those fucking shit fairytales…

This illusion flies me to the fake paradise…….

This illusion makes me insane……

This insanity makes me want to die…..

Leave this world…… and I wish I had never met you before……..

Sincerely, who wants you so much and finally she gets a heart ache because you never give her your attention at all…